coffee helps

i dont know but it seems like

its been my fault now.

if u didn't give the same energy given by someone, it's your fault

what's the point of asking if in the first, you didn't know what to ask

and didn't know what to answer

im now in the place of hawkins

where everything is a stranger

a new things in my eyes

sorry everyone. 

if im hurting you in a way i didn't know

but i want to know, 

pain is part of living

but being cluelessness is stupidity. 

i dont know what's happening. 

im being stupid right now. 

and i dont want to be distracted

my goal now is to finish my study. 

and i cant even do that if im being distracted by some things. 

"Lord, help me to be wise enough  

lead me to the right.

if im hurting anyone in my way.

be the way in my life."

again, im so sorry.